Jo and Ethan in my mothers house

Came into consciousness in my mother’s bathroom. I felt as though I had been insanely high the night before. I didn’t remember anything about how I got there and, despite wearing day clothes, I could tell it was the morning and that I had not slept anywhere but had just been standing in this bathroom all night. When I walked out, Jo and Ethan were laying on my mom’s gross red couch. They had slept there. I couldn’t tell if Jo was really Jo at first, but then the dream kinda just cleared up and it wasn’t a question anymore. Both Esther, John, and my mom were completely gone. I have no idea why or where they were. I felt embarrassed that I had been in the bathroom that whole time because like that’s such a weird thing to do and they must have noticed and said something about it to each other. Anna was no where to be found. I asked Jo and Ethan if they had seen her but they both just looked really concerned and said no. I tried pulling up her location but she had completely blocked me for some reason and I couldn’t see anything. My head was spinning and trying to understand why the fuck I couldn’t remember anything from the night before and why the fuck we were in my mom’s house. I went outside in a panic and for some reason walked over to my neighbors house, Susan Taylor. I didn’t go in but I did stand outside for a minute and talked with her adult daughter, asking if she’d seen Anna leave or anything. She said no, and kept trying to keep up the conversation even though I really wanted to go.

When I got back to the house, Jo and Ethan were still on the red couch and I felt incredibly embarrassed for how it probably smelled and felt. I felt embarrassed about the whole house but I couldn’t really say anything at this point because they had already slept there. I thought a lot about how in gods name I would explain this to Aubree or Hannah. How the FUCK did I not remember anything??? It didn’t seem like me to completely forget the previous night, and it made me feel super out of control and panicked. The overarching theme of the dream was just pure panic.

I think we went to get McDonalds or something and I played it off enough to just get out of the situation and go home. Wanted to actually pass away. When I woke up I was like surprised that this one was a dream which normally isn’t how I feel about it.