Bruh

I went to visit my grandma Pam but I had to stay at my mother’s house beforehand. I was really hungry and stayed up looking for something to eat the night before. I guess I wasn’t capable of leaving to get my own food? She didn’t have any food so I eventually sat down and journaled out my frustrations at her kitchen table. I also sketched a picture of myself sitting there. It made me feel better to know I was about to leave.

I saw my grandma for a day after that, which was so relieving and nice. I had to go back to my dads for a day in between though before I could see her again. During that time I ate a lot of cafeteria food and stood in cafeteria lines, almost like I was on a campus (but not KU) eating dining hall food over and over again. Pretty gross, I’ve gotta say. Every once in a while I would run into my dad and stepmom, which added a general level of anxiety to this part of the dream.

Checked my phone to see the group chat with y’all, I knew we had made plans to hang out that day but all I could see in the group chat was a photo that I had sent of huge Birkenstock statue underneath a tree on campus. I didn’t remember sending it, which really really freaked me out.